I realized something about myself ... I'm a very serious person, I'm difficult to get a long with & I'm pushy. Which could translate into, I'm strong, I'm independent and I'm passionate about my beliefs.
No, I'm just serious, difficult and pushy..... I have a hard time letting go. Not just letting go of the past, but in general. I'm always reserved somehow. There is a barrier that won't allow me to completely let go and enjoy myself and have others enjoy me.
It's fear that stops me dead in my tracks every time. I wish I could tell you what it is that I am afraid of. Is it fear of letting someone close enough to see me for who I am? But.. who am I anyway?
I'm Serious, I'm independent, I'm needy, I'm pushy, I'm difficult to get a long with, I'm passionate about my beliefs, I'm gentle, I'm fierce, I'm lonely, I'm happy, I'm sad and I'm scared.....
And most of all I'm still clueless.....
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