I, like most people, like things in a certain way. I have habits and routines that are settled deep within my psyche. Some of these habits and routines are and have worked for me in the life's journey but most have not and aren't working for me. The question is, how do you change that? Sure, the idea of changing ones habits and or routines sounds easy, but in reality... it's not.
We, or I, have become comfortably numb. On auto pilot per say. Some people have said, it's all about will power, but I disagree. Removing old habits and routines takes a tremendous amount of concentration, considering most lie deep in our subconscious minds. I think that's probably the reason why most people give up on giving up the things that aren't working for them.
Why do I always repeat the same patterns in life? I mean, really, with all the pain that comes along with repeating the same mistakes over and over again, you'd think I'd GET IT! I sometimes wish I could just reboot my thoughts, my heart and myself like you can a computer and start over. A clean Slate!
I guess... I'm not in the Matrix yet....
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